Psychodoll Blog

Contacted the SPCA again, said he was picked up a couple months ago, but will not release information as to his whereabouts...  Pictures are from summer however he looked that way when I left.. Losing hope... Really losing hope.. .Will not give me any information and the dog is registered in boyfriends name, however they will tell him nothing as well saying that they have no record of where he has gone......

I have contacted the SPCA and they said they have no record of him, but the tenants and landlord in my building said it was an SPCA vehicle that picked him up! If you know the whereabouts of my baby please contact me immediately.. He is neutered... And is taught in german... Hup means sit, hunta means down... If he responds then you have my baby boy... Please call immediately...  293-2462

Bailey is a 12 year old American Staffordshire Terrier....He is my baby! He doesn't get along with other dogs, is iffy with cats..... Loves camping, swimming, going for walks, and lazing around... Hates the rain, doesn't like being cold... Loves to chase you when your covered with a blanket... And sleeps in bed under the covers with you... I am distraught! Please If you think you have seen him or you have adopted him please let me know immediately, via phone at 293-2462..

FINALLY HEADING HOME!!!! Be home at lunchtime tomorrow..... I feel so much better! Stress free and happy... I definitely needed some me time and some space.... Vacations do amazing things.......

I called my sister today, just to see how Bailey was doing... She says he is doing well... But she was having a hard time walking him... Apparently he just wont listen to her....lol.... I told her to just love him, cuddle him and play with him... And lots of treats...
I talked to Phoenix today... Told him I would be home soon... He apologized for flipping out and said that he finally got his company registered... Working hard apparently... Said he had some calls to make and he would see me when I get back.... I went to West Ed Mall today.. Had a blast shopping.... Going swimming this evening.... I can't wait to go home!

I havent been home in a week. I think maybe a little more. I know I needed this vacation, and Bailey is in good hands. I trust my sister... Mind you I am sure I will have a mess to pick up when I get back... I told her no parties in the apartment, just watch Bailey.... I want to go home, but I really needed this....God it's good to have a break from work, my relationship and from life!!! Sigh......I need to do this more often

To be brutally honest, I don't know how much longer I can hang on. And believe me it scares the hell outta me. I know that one way or another I am going to lose him... I know I love him, but why wont he just go to the hospital and get better!

I can't do this anymore, I really can't. It hurts too much. Not just emotionally but mentally too. I have to end my relationship with him. He makes promises, says he means it, then breaks it without a care in the world. This is absolutely stupid. I feel so hurt!